I think (in typical style) I've already let you all in on who I am.....
But I will try and add in my philosophy a little and my absolute passion for specific materials and aesthetics, I hope this helps you understand better the urgency of my creative work, and the person behind the scenes.
I was always a 'daddy's' girl! He a welder and general maker of ANYTHING..... we would spend our days making, salvaging, skip raiding, walking and beach combing for found materials!
He was my person! Car boot sales, jumble sales and trails, classified free adds..... we would use anything! My dad I've come to realise was undiagnosed Autistic, he was a loner like me, but worked better in "2" he was abundantly creative, philosophical, obsessed with history, narrative, politics and theory! We would make, plan, create, build and execute useful objects for our home! We re used, re purposed (absolutely horded) and collected useful old unwanted items that we found great pleasure in owning or gifting! (Mostly owning)!
I was abundantly overstimulated with everyday life, with busy places, lots of people, most foods, bright lights and loud noises.... my imagination held no bounds, and I would talk and talk and talk, and my pappa would listen! I had no friends as such, odd acquaintances, I appeared to fit in everywhere....but nowhere. Our year from March, to late September was spent of a weekend and school holidays in a touring caravan in Cayton Bay East Yorkshire.
I could be anyone I wanted...meeting strangers for 2 days at a time, my sense of self wasn't as important! I would take on accents, mimic behaviors and be somewhat free for a day or so!
My imagination stretched eventually beyond just hand tools and diy, it felt the empathy of the old and useful, old tools were worn to fit your hand, and appeared to have memory? They seemed to just know what to do!
My transference of emotion into innaimate objects became my muse, and wood my material of favour! I attract objects of both usefulness and history! Most of my art studio materials are preowned, used, antique and wooden(ahem)! I feel my work is a shared collaboration of historical use, juxtaposed with contemporary ideas and my wild imagination and thought processes!
To hold such wealth, and depth in creativity is a gift I feel I need to share, but holding me back is always my working ethic, and the need for a space "just for 2"!